| mithril | oh sweet angel every little thing in this oh so dark world mine lightens up in radiance when I am near you may hold you feel your warmth and breathing feel your warm and shivering self your hair in wisps, nothing more beautiful you laugh with me, smile at me we are happy together, at least for a little time (you know about my feelings) and I feel like eventually I have found what it is about life that makes it worth living. suddenly the cold comes you think of him (i hate him) your smile ceases sadness comes to your mind and you turn around (leaving me alone) you do not laugh anymore you do not look at me anymore and the ray of hope that you created within me turns to melancholy to fear to fear to... emptiness for short i thought you could love me i believed the day was about to come you reawoke my hopes my love everything gone it hurts so much pain and emptiness darkness you look at me the special way in an instant all comes back (i love you i need you hold me stay with me help me) seconds later GONEGONEGONE this will go on until we finally find together a bloody fountain pushes its way through my chest, leaving me tumbling down my heart it exploded somehow i am eager to find out which will come first somehow i do not want to know Das musste einfach mal raus, von der Seele schreiben hat für mich heute eine Bedeutung bekommen. Vielen Dank in Richtung dieses wunderbaren Forums :) |
