| Happily Bleedin | I hurt myself when Iīm alone product of a broken home it hurts so bad not to cry it hurts so bad, donīt wanna die. I lose my faith, Iīm lost in space I suppose I didnīt win the race I feel so naked, feel so bare but I suppose they donīt just care. Paranoia killed my heart Iīm lying in the cold wet dark Iīm in that matrix all alone Lying there with broken bones. Impress myself with life reflections Impress me with your stoned affection Bruised and broken bleeding heart Iīve always played the mad oneīs part. |
| Happily Bleedin | DIFFERENT, BUT ... itīs gettin dark, just take me along i donīt mind, i wonīt cry, iīd rather pay just do what you want, wanna have you near, do anything to me, if you like to, if you want to, if you need to you donīt have to feel bad donīt feel sorry for me itīs okay, iīll be okay why did you do that ? you fucked-up junk donīt you feel it ? you made me sick, made me mad, insane. but, hey, i must have been wrong i didnīt think Iīll go that way i wanted to turn it on wanted to test it out where are my borders ? where are they ? do i have borders anyway ? i suppose not. iīm DIFFERENT a borderlinin schizo ? borderlinin psycho ? well, maybe. but what matters, is, that I AM ... ALIVE |
| Happily Bleedin | Painful way up to the sun Way up to the blackeyed angels Try so hard not to tumble down to devilīs evil gun Try to be so fuckin holy Try to capture angels wings But sometimes Iīm faithless, evil And sometimes I forget to breathe. Donīt wanna be some sweetie cake Donīt wanna be some lovely child Cause what I am is somewhat mad Little rebel, golden heart. |
| Happily Bleedin | Insomnia Sleepless, sleeping with open eyes I got those nightmares every night I feel that anger, feel that pain, cry that tears, All that matters is success, is work Everything matters, anything but myself While Iīm sleeping without closing eyes Time goes by, they change the world. Feelings, they donīt matter anymore Impressions, whatīs that ? donīt know that word So what we try to do, is save feelings, impressions, love, - the world. |
| Happily Bleedin | My sweet prince, I feel you now, My sweet prince, where have you been ? Little Prince, come over now, Princessī waiting for so long. All alone in space and time try not to fall and break my heart Iīm flying without having wings, Iīm flying through coldness and dark. So now come over, letīs fly away letīs be ourselves, letīs go our way cause youīre the one Iīm starving for, cause itīs little prince Iīm longing for. |
| Happily Bleedin | You donīt want me You want the smile but not the tears You want the sun but not the rain You love my face but not my body You like me just for wasting time You wanna have me just for fun Just for another satisfaction but are you having fun at all ? or even getting no erection ? Maybe Iīm too fucked-up-looking maybe just too mad in thinking I am an angel, you want the sin I am a loser, you wanna win |
| Happily Bleedin | None of you can make me smile None of you can change my spleen My whole lifeīs just like a trial You grow me like an evergreen You canīt see the lonely me And what you are, Iīll never be With those lunatics inside of me Seem to lose the power of speech lose my grip, slip from your reach please save this bleeding heart of mine ! |
| Happily Bleedin | Every Morning every morning i hear that music in my ears, donīt know but i think, Iīm in paradise itīs nothing at all nothingīs wrong since you came around you just stole my heart and ran away with it... but iīm after you and iīll catch your heart and keep it forever cause youīre my darlin every morning |
| Happily Bleedin | My hungry soul is starving for love But all I get is hatred, pain. My broken heart is bleeding out, just if I was killed a thousand times. I try to be me, just be myself, put my neurosis on the shelf, but when Iīm out, donīt wanna go home, cause you make me feel that Iīm all alone. |
| Happily Bleedin | Lost in Time Weīre stuck in here, just you and me We hope, this could be eternity But this is not to last forever This is not supposed to be. We know weīll leave just much too soon Weīll leave, weīre left, to go our way Still standing just to wait for help We gotta go to find our place. Even though weīre lost in here The day will come, we ainīt no more time Our departureīll come, full of fear. So if we donīt enjoy this time, What then enjoy at all ? This wasted timeīs no waste at all ! |
