| Barney | My Own Funeral Ashes to ashes and mud to mud With nothing left but my cold blood I'm buried here alone,too dumb to cry I'm buried here alive,too dead to die Don't want to be ignored all the time But they don't know that they commit a crime My wounds cry for the grave Cuz indifference is everything they ever gave What it's like to have the whole world wish you were gone no one knows I'm fed up with mother earth,its life and how it goes They scream for me,they call my name Am I the one who takes the blame? If anger`s a gift then I guess I`m blessed I'm dying here in front of you longing for eternal rest And if the world should change into a different land let anger lead us to our bitter end While my God was sleeping My heart stopped beating And all I have to fear Is waiting for me here I've been here too long Felt so empty and never was strong My eyes are heavy,my body is weak Eternal rest is what I seek Sleeping forever is what I long for Sending shivers through my core I know I'm still alive but it ends here tonight Holding my last breath,not willing to fight Dreaming dreams no mortal ever dreamed before Seeing things no mortal'll see ever more Deep into that darkness peering Long I stood there wondering,fearing To end is all I want to do I have so many reason,if only they knew And my remains will soon be found Where the sun never shines,deep in the ground Ashes to ashes and mud to mud With nothing left but my cold blood I'm buried here alone,too dumb to cry I'm buried here alive,too dead to die |
| Barney | Dead Immobilized by my fears Death in front of my eyes And soon to be blinded by tears Wishing you had quit telling lies I'm frightened by what I see Hating the world for what's happening Why did you leave this world without me? And now to my dark thoughts I'm listening I wish I could touch you once more With life in your hand I wish I could open up a door To somewhere in an unknown land Oh why did you have to die? There's so much I didn't get the chance to say I'm left alone with my life passing by Because the angels decided to take you away I've always been fighting But without you I can't take it 'Cuz someone else now is writing Our story and I don't know how to brake it It's time for me to say goodbye I have no choice but to accept my fate And within my desperate cry I realize it's already too late Every morning I wish the sun never rose Living without you is a quest which claims my will to live Stranger than fiction is the way my life goes And there's nothing but pain. It's all I can give I feel like letting go You can't leave without a trace This world is something I don't want to know Come and lift me from this place And maybe I'll find some peace tonight When I close my eyes forever 'Cuz I'm not strong enough to fight And it's the only way to be with you together Forsaking all I've fallen for No more time to spend Don't want to be alone here anymore I rise to meet the end Dead Für Max R.I.P. |
